I would like to show you what exact words that shown in this MV.
It isn't a full script from his birthday party but some parts still very touchng
and it was from his own words.
Translated by Mei Park, thank you!
To everyone :
When I wanted to write to you again, I do not know why I felt very embarrassed .....I wanted to give you some thing special, a gift filled with affection , then I thought I should do something like this by writing down my feelings . Convey my feelings to you , this is a gift of love . So I took out a pen.
(In the past) Deeply sorry for not being able to be together with everyone. Nevertheless , to get together with you in this meaningful place , I’m really happy . During those period ... I was deeply hurt .... .... more than my own pain , I feel sorry for hurting you all, spent sleepless nights
thinking of you all. Wanted to tell you all : "Trust me, wait for me , thank you ! "
Really extremely painful to me every day … couldn’t meet with you all … excruciating painful, shed a lot of tears, been through a lot of (emotional and mental) damage. But nothing compared to the pain that you (fans) could be hurt too. However, I do not want to say " sorry" . Wanted a more cheerful attitude, smile, and more importantly, as an actor Park Shi Hoo to face everyone .
As activities resumed , whether at the airport or at the filming location , to meet with you all through this way , why full of happiness? Why is this party so special? Although we can only greet each other with a smile on our faces ...... but that one moment , my heart remain filled with endless joy .
Recently, I enjoyed the feeling of love with you . I am the type when once I was caught in a love affair , it will last a long time . So we will go on and you and I will be in love , right ?
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Let's watch this heartfelt letter & VDO one more time with our English translation below!
It isn't a full script from his birthday party but some parts still very touchng
and it was from his own words.
Translated by Mei Park, thank you!
To everyone :
When I wanted to write to you again, I do not know why I felt very embarrassed .....I wanted to give you some thing special, a gift filled with affection , then I thought I should do something like this by writing down my feelings . Convey my feelings to you , this is a gift of love . So I took out a pen.
(In the past) Deeply sorry for not being able to be together with everyone. Nevertheless , to get together with you in this meaningful place , I’m really happy . During those period ... I was deeply hurt .... .... more than my own pain , I feel sorry for hurting you all, spent sleepless nights
thinking of you all. Wanted to tell you all : "Trust me, wait for me , thank you ! "
Really extremely painful to me every day … couldn’t meet with you all … excruciating painful, shed a lot of tears, been through a lot of (emotional and mental) damage. But nothing compared to the pain that you (fans) could be hurt too. However, I do not want to say " sorry" . Wanted a more cheerful attitude, smile, and more importantly, as an actor Park Shi Hoo to face everyone .
As activities resumed , whether at the airport or at the filming location , to meet with you all through this way , why full of happiness? Why is this party so special? Although we can only greet each other with a smile on our faces ...... but that one moment , my heart remain filled with endless joy .
Recently, I enjoyed the feeling of love with you . I am the type when once I was caught in a love affair , it will last a long time . So we will go on and you and I will be in love , right ?
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Let's watch this heartfelt letter & VDO one more time with our English translation below!
The author has written her own experience while she was sitting in this event and witnessed that moment by herself.
After the guessing game sihoo left the stage then came back again. This time he changed into a white shirt with blue sleeves and a black pants. Sihoo pulled out a letter from his pocket and a music " I Love You " started slowly as a background but his low voice and full of magnetism is the one that attracted everyone in the hall. There is Japanese translation of the letter on the screen with Sihoo's image. Then a picture of Sihoo ended his reading with both of his hands covered his face, To see that picture finally I had bursted into tears.
And here.. The English translation by mei, park, thank you!
"HOO HOO said he was hurt, but perhaps we were more hurt than he was
and he spent a lot of sleepless nights, he was deeply sorry.
And thank us all for believing him and waited for him.
HOO HOO can't explain how really deeply painful it was that in those days
when he and us (his fans) can't get to meet and speak to each other.
Extremely and excruciating painful , a lot of tears was shed , suffered deeply from the hurt ,
but the most painful than anything is to get everyone (his fans) hurt.
But he said he will not apologize to everyone,
instead he should take a new approach with a cheerful attitude, smile,
more importantly, as an actor Park Shi Hoo to face everyone .
And he said that when he first returned to work,
the scene at the airport and photographs to show that everyone was very happy ,
was very special to him. Finally,
HOO HOO said recently he and everyone are enjoying the mutual feeling of love ,
he said he is the type who is once in love, he will remained everlasting ,
so he would love it if we will always be in love together forever.
He said he hope next year to have more opportunity to meet us (his fans)
and he will work hard , and believe that we always will support him , waiting for him.
Finally, he said he wanted to tell everyone that we are his inspiration ,
as well as a blessing to him ,
and he loves us. "
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It is very courageous of Si Hoo to express his feelings openly.That's just the way he is. His letter in July and now this one. Both letters are very meaningful.
ReplyDeleteWilma, actually the letter he wrote in this MV was only just a first half of it. I think JOFC did it on purpose to promote the new DVD from his Birthday party that supposes to be released very soon. You know what I mean like!^^ I will updated this post to show readers what is really written in this MV even it will be just a half of it.
ReplyDeleteI can’t imagine how many “fans” Park SI Hoo lost a.i., is their problem, but I know that he gained much more than he can imagine, I’m one of them.
ReplyDeleteThere are people who love you despite your imperfections and vulnerability and are people who love you because of them. I think there are both types among Park Si Hoo’s fans. I’m happy that he feels truly loved by his fans and this, by itself, is a reward for us. It’s understandable, as a fine quality human being as he is, to be the giver and his fans the receivers is as necessary as air. I hope now he has a light heart regarding his fans. I’m sure that none of his true fans felt hurt or disappointment or distrust, but a lot of love, solidarity and if it would have been a tiny possibility to carry his pain, the fans would have done gladly.
Thank you Nikki for update.
You're welcome, Daniela! That pain he had must be extremely painful, no doubt about that! But I hope he understands that the pain his fans carried with us is different from the pain he had to endure. We just felt for him, worry, concern. How much he can endure ? how long he had to suffer ? What was the end of it ? I know all of this is in our minds. Nobody perfect but to be imperfect is part of being human! And how he deals with it that is the best part of him. Many actors acts like a line of dolls in the boxes, look beautiful and perfect but they still just dolls. PSH has proved us that he is a living thing who gone through good & bad time with dignity. And we love him and admire him because of that!
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